Like many of you out there in cyber space, I have spent the last year facing some of the biggest challenges one could imagine. To put it bluntly almost all of my worst fears have come to fruition. The surprise in all of this is that some of my greatest joys have also been realized. I have learned what it means to be in the moment and how utterly devastating it can be when one moves out of the moment. When sorrow over the past and fear of the future take you out of the present the suffering that occurs can be almost unbearable.
The loss of my job in November 2008 precipitated a series of events that left me with only two choices, either lay down and die or find a way to keep moving forward. Thanks to some very special friends who supported me through their gentle, ok not always gentle, but always loving guidance, I have learned the true meaning of the love, courage, and strength. I have learned much about being awake and aware and how valuable remaining in the moment is. I have learned that maintaining conscious momentum despite setbacks and fear is the most important thing that I can do for myself and for those around me. To move forward moment by moment ever aware of the gift each moment has to offer is truly life giving and sustaining. This is “Conscious Momentum” and this is my goal in instituting this blog, to keep moving forward and to inspire others to do the same.
A very dear friend and teacher Dr. Sherre Boothman said; “With the sharing of our stories we can change the world.” For over twenty years, her words have stuck with me echoing in my head like a mantra. When we share our stories, we are not alone as we face the world. We begin to see in a very real way that we are profoundly connected. We each have gifts of wisdom, love, and encouragement to share. I only ask that those who contribute and comment on this blog be committed to moving forward in life in a way that celebrates the moment and inspires ever-increasing awareness. That we do no harm with our words and that we remain in the moment, open-minded, and non-judgmental. Let the sharing begin.
Blessings
Sheila
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Dear Sheila,
ReplyDeleteGlad you have found your voice in conscious momentum. I have also learned in losing much I have gained even more in friendship and kindness. Love abounds. So stay in the moment and relish the results of your faith as you move forward in 2010. Best wishes to both you and Pam!